So I receive a text from her today that she loves me and misses me.

I was not expecting anything from her since she left.

So, I was like, what is this and why is she messaging me now after she ended everything.

Thought should go out and have a drink with friends and get over with it, but sooner or later I would have to be in my room again alone and it hurts.

Can’t really tell her what I missed about her, don’t want her to enjoy my pain again.